Okay, okay. I know it isn’t supposed to be like this, but how was I supposed to know that two weeks is to be such a long period. I had taken a break because there was a very vital thing that was troubling me.
It so appears that I am in a position where I am the worst student in my class, just because the teachers ask a question I can’t answer and someone else can. With exams due in June, I am still to get a grasp on “what’s going on”. The teachers for three subjects have been changed this year (2 subjects being taught by one teacher). But the change is positive.
Anyhow, I do want to study but how, I don’t know.
Also, I would like to say that the break has given me more depression due to the feeling of being left out. At the moment other than my immediate family there is no one I can relate to.
The two friends who live here in Qatar, have totally forgotten that I live in Qatar. (Ab to mujhay lagta hai kay) It isn’t their fault. Because they have friends and I don’t.
For the past few days, depression is the most prominent feeling running inside of me. So as a getaway I decided to post.
Hurry up! Welcome me back.